More thoughts

Right now I am missing class, this Wednesday afternoon, because I am having a nervous stomach to rival anything you've known in your experience, ever (no, really.) It is this weird thing, different from the previous weeks when I've had knots in my stomach because of dread and confusion and indecision. No, this stomach weirdness I can trace to a couple of things, but mainly I think to anticipation. I have resigned my job, the hardest step I had to make thus far, and now it looks like I am moving out here as soon as NEXT WEEKEND. Which considering the fact that I need to start receiving income ASAP, well, just makes sense that I get here sooner than not. I am EXCITED and SCARED and frankly, I think, CLUELESS, but it's happening. My wheels are in motion. The wheels on my VW will literally be in a LOT of motion around Wednesday of next week when I leave Nashville with my car full of clothes and movies (necessities only, for now) and head to TX to pick up my friend Carson, and then we'll continue out here to be here by next Sat. night. INSANE.
Maybe I am insane. I don't know anymore. But I do know that when something like this is laid on your heart - frankly, has BEEN on your heart for so very long, well, when the opportunity presents itself, it's time to listen to it. Do it. So I am.
On a fun note, today my friends Kathy, Danielle and I went to the set of the TV show "The Unit" (CBS) and got a very intimate tour from Kathy's brother Joel (one of my friends - check him out: Dr. Hurfur-something.) It was INSPIRING to say the least to see an actual set and costume room and lot and catering vans... OK, everything was just cool. And that's what I want to do - be a part of making SOMETHING, having the smallest part (that allows me to pay rent) but just being involved in some way. That's the dream, man. (Everybody who comes to Hollywood has a dream. What's YO' dream?)
Hmm. Off to more Tums, some prayer, some packing. :) (Can you believe this???)